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Swinging too fast on the mood trapeze

I had quite a weekend. I was happy and down in wild bursts. Saturday morning, a friend and I did a CPR demo for our church's child safety fair. We enjoyed being together, but afterward I felt down like I always do when I do things that remind me of how Will died. The we got the call about Arnold, and had a really fun Saturday night. The next morning I went to church alone (the boys stayed to babysit Arnold), where they had a service for the graduating seniors. Even though Will would not have graduated this year (he would be finishing his junior year), I could not help but think about how he will never graduate. I cried through the sermon, and I had to go to the bathroom, where I really lost it. A nice lady tried to help, but when she asked what was wrong, that just made it worse. Finally, I got it together enough to go to Sunday School and made it through the hour without crying. I was emotionally exhausted by Sunday evening.

But I slept really well Sunday night, and helped by a higher dose of meds and a morning walk with Arnold, I was in a more cheerful mood today than I had been in a very long time. I hope this keeps up.



I took Arnold on a long walk around the block tonight. I was impressed at his staying power. He practically ran the whole time! But when we got back home, he was exhausted. SO I was able to take this picture of him:


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a1an
May. 24th, 2005 04:34 am (UTC)
he looks very smashing

I was in a more cheerful mood today than I had been in a very long time. I hope this keeps up.

so do I
celticgirl106
May. 24th, 2005 07:54 pm (UTC)
I hope the good mood continues. *hugs*

Arnold gets cuter with each new picture
artmomz
May. 25th, 2005 02:58 am (UTC)
He's so handsome...he truly is!
mizdandylynn
May. 30th, 2005 12:40 am (UTC)
Blue is his color... *nod*
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