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As the shards of a bird's egg fill with rain
after a hatchling has fallen from the nest
My heart is broken open
and fills with tears

B wrote this today.

I headed back to work this week feeling sad again. I think I like that feeling better than feeling numb. I feel more human, at least.
I am not eating as well as I should. Need to get back on the wagon. I am, however, still eating better than I used to.

A is still alternating days of being mad with being friendly. Ah, the roller coaster years. I think he resents the fact that I am making him participate in church activities, and that I wouldn't be pushing it if W hadn't died. Maybe I wouldn't. But he's going anyway.


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Aug. 23rd, 2004 08:20 pm (UTC)
A. is just that age. A. will profit by the church time, I think. I think A. would have to go to church either way, even if things had happened differently.

A. can come hiking with me any Sunday--except this one, when M.'s parents are invading.

Aug. 24th, 2004 11:05 am (UTC)
Sorry. I think I addressed that last message to "A". I meant it for you and your husband. For an engineer, I can be pretty dense sometimes.
David N.
Aug. 24th, 2004 08:09 pm (UTC)
Thank you--we really appreciate it!
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