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Rantings from a Really bad week...

I haven't written about it because I just couldn't bear having people read about how much I missed my son for the eleventy billionth time, and how I was spitefully angry at people who have "worse" heart disease than my son had but are still alive. I even resent that flags are at half mast for the Pope when they weren't for my W. The Pope never hugged me!

A sweet neighbor told me " You know I still think about him, and many people still remember him. He is not forgotten."

Wow. It feels so comforting to have someone say that.


Apr. 9th, 2005 11:24 pm (UTC)
I've resented the flags at half mast too. I got a letter from Rutgers that we read at the funeral saying that they would have their flags at half mast, but I didn't notice them. I looked but it was so soon after my husband died, I wasn't going to complain that the flags weren't there. I was complaining he wasn't!

go on. keep talking about your son. really. makes me feel less alone in missing my husband still.