Ann (lonestarslp) wrote,

What is going on?

For the last couple of weeks, I have really been having a rough time. I am not sure why things have been so hard lately. Things have been happening, and perhaps any one of them is not a big deal, but it is possible that all these things together have been weighing on my heart.

The client who didn't like me and left.
The minister that helped us plan W's funeral and was so helpful to us after W's death resigned from our church suddenly due to "violation of ministerial ethics." No one knows why.
The amount of work I need to do on the house because we redid our floors--I feel guilty because I haven't done enough to get things straight.
Working with the AED issues--I have been to several meetings that were good, but that left me very sad because I had to relive the issues.
Care ministry training--has also been good but also emotionally draining.

So tonight I came home and lost it. I have been reliving the day W died a lot recently as well. I guess I am not as far down the path as I thought. Well, I just have to keep walking it.

A big thanks to everyone who has been sending me supportive comments. Somedays I just can't get it together to respond. But all of you are greatly appreciated.

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